I've lost somebody who wasn't mine! I met Jamal at a youth basketball tournament, The Seahawks vs. The Orioles. My son Nate played for the Seahawks. Jamal, he coached the rivalry team, The Orioles. Yea yea yea, say what you want but coach; that man was fine! Michael Jai White fine. and I wanted him to be the tree standing in my Amazon. 6'1, brown-skinned, athletic body, built just right. A brush cut with waves and a goatee that I can drench, come fight me baby! Anyways, the Seahawks spanked that ass and currently are the new state champs, my son was ecstatic. A week after the tournament I went jogging on the trail at Bicentennial Park in Bronx, NY. While jogging I heard a voice behind me, "Uhm, uhm, uhm… so that's your secret to keeping that body right!" I turned around and there he was.. biting his bottom lip. "Hey you," I replied. "We can't keep running into each other like this. First the tournament and here we are again. I won't pass this chance up so let me take you out," he said boldly." Playing hard to get, I wanted to scream hell yea… but my response was, "I've only known you for a second." Jamal presented me with a gesture to shake my hand, "Hi, my name is Jamal Howard and I find you very attractive." I couldn't do anything but smile. While shaking his hand I replied, "Hello, Jamal my name is…. We said my name together, "Love Daniels." "I had to ask about you at the tournament," he added. Now that we've formally introduced ourselves, may I take you out?" "Yes," I uttered. "Cool, Can I pick you up at 7 pm?" He asked. "No, I'll meet you!" I responded. The way he smiled at me, them dimples made me weak. "Ok Ms. Daniels, meet me back here when the sun sets, we can ride together," he suggested. I agreed. Sunset was within the next hour and Nate was with his dad for the summer, believe you me, I needed a break!!
I went home, plugged up my curlers and quickly showered. Got out and reached in my closet to pick out my sexiest outfit. I broke out the little black freak'em dress with the red bottom stilettos. My long mirror didn't lie, these thighs were thick, my ass was stacked and my breast, these girls stood up! The hair was luxurious, those curls were poppin'. I hope this man has life insurance because I'm about to give a whole heart attack.
I left my house and arrived back at the park before he did. Jamal pulled up on the side of me in his black Mustang five minutes later. He rolled his window down and demanded that I come hop in. "You're late," I said aggressively. "I'll make it up to you, he responded." I got into his car, introducing me to a dozen red roses, "these are for you beautiful." Jamal leaned to kiss me expeditiously before driving off in the wind. We dined at the Blu Lounge where he made reservations. The food was satisfying, we enjoyed our drinks and had a great conversation. Jamal confessed that he had a girlfriend and that things were complicated. I appreciated his honesty. I expressed to him that I wasn't looking for anything but a good time, single and wanted to mingle. Jamal got me out on the dance floor, his moves were smooth. The way he gripped my ass when I slowly whined on him, "Henny" thing could happen.
We danced the night away, a relief from the everyday routine: a bit intoxicated but I was conscious enough to drive home. Once we got back to my car, Jamal kept staring at me. "You are gorgeous and I admire the way you care for your son," he expressed. "I appreciate it, the evening was: without a chance to cordially thank him for tonight he kissed me for the second time. It's been five months celibate, I needed my walls to fall like the walls of Jericho! Not allowing anymore time to get away from us, I leaped over into the driver's seat, dominating the wheel.. I had my license. I promised to get us to our destination safely. Pulling up my dress, I moved my panties to the side... Jamal caressed my nipple with the tip of his tongue. Without hurrying, he inserted his key into my ignition. Like the make of his car… I went into overdrive and rode it like a FORD. Hula hooping, my lower body without remorse into his lap, Jamal gripped my waist and long stroked my engine while apologizing for being late: like Floetry "All I Could Do Was Say Yesss!" A skilled mechanic, oouu, he polished me up! Servicing every part of my well-being, fulfilled with understanding. Hyperventilating from multiple orgasms, what an adventure to have driven on the London bridge before it fell down. Lightheaded but pleased, I staggered out of his car and stepped into mine, we ended the night.
One evening of pleasure turned into a four year clandestine affair. The chemistry is what kept me. Things were going good until I received a call from an unknown number. They say all good things must come to an end right? I answered my phone, it was Jamal's girlfriend Erica. Jamal was sleeping when she went through his phone and found my number. Erica revealed to me that she wasn't his girlfriend, she was his wife. They got married three years ago and have been living together ever since. As she talked, I couldn't wrap my mind around anything. It's been four years for us, why didn't he tell me? I felt like a fool all over again. Disappointed because I keep putting my heart into the hands of these lying ass men. "Helloooo." I can hear her over the phone, "I'm here," I responded." She asked me if I knew about her.. I didn't know how to answer that, but because I've made up my mind that I was done with Jamal… I responded to her, "Yes! I knew about you. And as a woman, I apologize. Erica didn't want to hear that shit! She hollered, " You have no morals, Who raised you? If you knew about me, why not leave him alone?" I couldn't answer any of her questions. As tears fell from my eyes all I could say was I'm sorry. "Yes, you are sorry" she shouted. "Now if you would excuse me, I have to go take care of our kids!" I felt horrible, not because everything was revealed but because he laid up under me for four years, and told me nothing. and had a whole wedding. Soon after speaking with Erica, I changed my number. Jamal never knew where I lived, we always met at a hotel. I guess it's safe to say, you get what you ask for.
Five years later I can honestly say that I am in a good space. My son Nate is in college. I married Kyle, the love of my life. We just brought a home together, the closing is tomorrow. Two days ago I just found out that I am expecting, I'm three months pregnant. Shhh, Kyle doesn't know yet. I'm going to tell him as soon as he gets back home, he went to get Chinese takeout. My cell phone vibrated. I dozed off for twenty minutes and didn't realize it. The vibration woke me up.. but wait, my phone is next to me. Kyle forgot his phone here, it was at the foot of the bed. It was an unknown number, so I answered it. "Hello". It was a female, "Put Kyle on the phone Linda," she demanded. "Barbara? Excuse me, Who is this?" I asked. "Are you deaf, I said put Kyle on the phone!" "Kyle ain't here so no; he won't be getting on the phone!" I replied. "Ouuu, a cocky one! You're talking like that's your man sweetie." If you have something that you wanna say, do that or get the hell off of my line!" I replied. The female chuckled and said, "Nah, this is Kyle's line. News flash Barbara, Kyle is our man, ask him! You got real hefty carrying a baby that he doesn't want honey! She replied recklessly. As "nobody" was talking, I couldn't put my pants on fast enough, you see, Kyle left his apple watch home, his location services were on. It didn't show that he was at the Chinese restaurant but the location services revealed the dummy to be parked at a motel close to the restaurant. My heart dropped, it felt like I was suffocating... I asked the imbecile what her name was, she laughed and replied, " KARMA: "
The phone, it disconnected….
- Author J.Jae
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